I feel like I've just awakened from a very long and grueling dream. Was it the medication (because it sure as hell wasn't helping me)? How could I just wake up and feel absolutely fine like this? Did I finally get enough full nights of sleep? Several stress free days?

I don't know, but whatever it was, I'm glad it's over and I hope that it continues like this.

And...look: I am so, so, sorry. I was a pain in the ass, and I am sorry.

And now.....what to do with the rest of my life?