Friday, May 31, 2013
Don't wanna hurt anymore. I mean I am sick and tired of being triggered, tired of hurting, tired of worrying and stressing. Every time I get triggered it fucks up the next 2-3 days, and then, just as I'm recovering, it happens again! I can't live like that. Going to have to just take care of myself. My kids need me around, they need me not merely alive but functional and alive.