Monday, June 03, 2013
I don't know. It's so hard to tell what's true and what is my mind's anxiety....which is why PTSD is such a bitch. Flashbacks, triggers, it feels real. And this time, the reality check function appears to be broken. I am left floundering in a dark roomful of nightmares, alone, waiting for the day to come, trying as hard as I can to endure until then.