Tuesday, September 18, 2012

I'm scared. No matter what I do, I'm always scared. Sometimes it's small enough, distant enough, to be almost gone...but...it is still there, still waiting, ready to fuck up whatever pleasant thing might be going on, to frighten me into acting cold and aloof, to being bitchy...ready at the slightest notice of rejection, real or imagined. I hate being this way.

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