Feeling significantly better than I was yesterday, but am regularly disappointed in myself for being so brittle, so easily broken. Insecurity and fear wait around every corner, and my appetite has plummeted. All I ever seem to see are signs that he doesn't love me anymore....and I know that's not true. He's grown understandly weary of reassuring me, but I can see clearly through his actions that he does still love/care deeply for me. After all, why else would anyone put up with this much upset and overall difficulty from me?

I miss my dog so much. :-( I honestly do not feel OK at all since he's been fostered elsewhere until I find a place.