Not feeling OK. I don't know why, whether it's a calendar/time related thing, or maybe it's that I don't have my dog anymore (he is being fostered by a good friend and I will be able to get him back, otherwise I'd probably be a real mess). It feels like my soul has been crushed into little fragments. My BF is back, and I am happy to see him again, but it's very hard not to be all clingy right now. I feel so fragile and sad. :-(