Can't draw a straight line

Drawing the line is so hard...
Where is the line?
What is the line?
Dammit, where is that line?!
I can't see any lines
anymore.
Only greyness all around
Like a fog smothering me.


I hate goodbyes

To say goodbye
is to feel the door
swing closed
and to hear the click-
finality
Throw the key away
and then weep
in the black darkness.
Ever alone.