Increasingly becoming aware that I am not really seeking a relationship at this time. Being alone holds no terror or panic for me. Winding up with a controlling, suffocating, or unappealing person does. I enjoy the quiet, the simplicity of being alone, and unless I find someone who has enough appeal to eclipse that, I'd rather stay this way. Moreover, I'm not especially motivated to go looking.

So the rest of what I am going to write here may seem a little contradictory, but I'll try to reconcile the two. Hmmmm. thinking....will edit.

Edited to add: Never mind. This is not an appropriate place to write such things.