The simple truth is that I'm a bad employee. I don't handle interpersonal conflict well, particularly when it doesn't get handled and I am expected to just deal with it.

I don't know...I did well enough when I worked at the library at the college. I was fast, loved my work, was meticulous about it, and being perfectionist about it was normal among my co-workers. In fact, several of them were worse than I was about that. And I loved the categorizing aspect of it.

I guess that right now I feel that I am not good for anything or anyone and that really hurts.