Overwhelmed...scared. I have almost everything taken care of to prepare for the Women's Conference tomorrow, but when I come back, then what?

But even more than that...ashamed to say it...I am dreading work today. I forgot the MP3 player at home and was barely getting through my shifts with that. I feel like a baby for not being able to cope with this stupid simple job....but it's not the work itself, it's the atmosphere and the person I have to work with. I have to find something else to do...have an application and need to get right on that...