This is absolutely gorgeous. Making good progress with the crocheted roses, going to try to find a more satisfactory leaf pattern.

As for the rest of it, I still hurt. When I was modeling, the teacher asked me to give them some poses with emotion. He suggested maybe a curled up/'fetal type. I don't really remember what I did then...but could definitely come up with some good ones now. :-/

I mean, everyone's a fool now and then, sure. But with me, it's beginning to seem like a way of life. I never stop feeling this way about you, never stop hurting (not for very long anyway), never stop missing you, or hoping, or wishing things weren't this way.